god, just seeing his fucking name makes me want to be ill.
my sadness has turned into hatred.
i mean, the sadness is still there, but now it’s followed by rage and nausea
like, i wish i could erase him from my life, but that can never happen
((You guys don’t know steampunk until you head on over to this awesome little slice of heaven over here in Baltimore. This is a repurposed power plant that was built in 1900 that was converted into a Barnes and Nobel. It boasts a good selection of books, has the obligatory Starbucks inside with an awesome view of the city, but also has a really neat and informative aquarium that features wildlife you’d find in the bay! This is one awesome looking place to read. If you guys ever visit me up here in Maryland, we’d totally visit this Barnes and Noble.))
Even more Baltimore/Maryland awesome for y’all
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: lorraine
- Eye Color: brown
- Hair Style/Color: currently ombre’d, dark brown on the top fading to blonde on the very bottom. its rly curly and soft and hard to manage
- Clothing Style: anything oversized i dig, crop tops, leggings, high-waisted jeans are my ULTIMATE fave, baggy sweaters, long socks, beanies
- Best Physical Feature: my lips!
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your Fears: disappointing those i love, offending/upsetting people
- Your Guilty Pleasure: none, i don’t feel guilty about anything i like
- Your Biggest Pet Peeve: homophobia, fat-phobia, trans-phobia, racism sexism etc etc etc
- Your Ambition for the Future: be healthy, happy and financially independent
LAYER FOUR: THOUGHTS
- Your First Thoughts Waking Up: i dont want to wake up at all
- What You Think About the Most: sex, one direction (honestly), video games. music
- What You Think About Before Bed: it depends honestly
- You Think Your Best Quality Is: my caring nature (it can also be a negative quality at times too)
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or Group Dates: single dates tbh
- To be Loved or Respected: i believe that u need respect to be in a healthy loving r/ship sooo
- Beauty or Brains: beauty
- Dogs or Cats: no
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: sometimes
- Believe in Yourself: no
- Believe in Love: nahh not really
- Want Someone: yes
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on Stage: yes
- Done Drugs: yes
- Changed Who You Were to Fit In: yes
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite Color: mint green
- Favorite Animal: birds!
- Favorite Movie: back to the future
- Favorite Game: temple run, the sims
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day Your Next Birthday Will Be: september 15th
- How Old You Will Be: 19
- Age You Lost Your Virginity: 18
- Does Age Matter: idk
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best Personality: kind, smart, caring, emotionally available, funny, not an asshole
- Best Eye Color: idc
- Best Hair Color: idc
- Best thing to do With a Partner: watch tv while cuddling or something, being able to feel them next to you, rubbing circles absentmindedly into your back. Just feeling their presence next to you means so much to me
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: my friends, my body, mint chocolate chip ice cream, hookah, my bed, television, music, zayn malik, natalia kills, etttcccc
- I feel: tired, worn out, emotionally vulnerable, incredibly sad
- I hide: how I feel (at least i try to)
- I miss: my friends, and brandon (i hate myself for it but i do)
- I wish: i could rely on myself more for happiness, i wish i had a stable job and my drivers license, i wish my depression and anxiety didn’t control my life
→ A child no more…
Can we discuss the fact that the doll is all that she has left from her father, she can’t mourn him or speak about her memories of him. And now the last thing she had left of him, his name, her Stark name is taken from her, by Lannisters again. Only this doll remains.
"Alright, listen. You’re my children, and I love you. But you’re all terrible at what you do here. And I feel like I should tell you.. I’d fire all of you if I could."
21 Days ‘til Christmas: The Santa Clause (1994)Down the chimney? You want me to take the toys down the chimney, into a strange house, in my underwear?
its been like this 4 a while, sometimes the middle ones switch around but zayn’s always 1 and liams ALWAYS last lmao